Do you think he deserves an explanation?

WEVE BEEN BESTFRIEND WITH BENEFIT TYPE OF RELATIONSHIP FOR 3 MONS ALREADY, THEN I STARTED TO FEEL SOMETHING FOR HIM. IM BEGINNING TO GET JEALOUS EVERYTIME I SAW HIM HOOKING UP WITH SOME GIRLS ONLINE OR ON THE PHONE, BUT I CANT DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT SINCE I STARTED THIS KIND OF RELATIONSHIP BUT THE REASON WHY I DECIDED TO BE LIKE THIS IS BECAUSE I BASED EVERYTHING ON HIS PAST GFS THAT WHENEVER THEY FEEL SERIOUS THINGS ABT HIM HE CUT THE STRINGS OFF AND I DONT WANT TO BE ONE OF THEM SO I MADE THE FIRST MOVE TO BE LIKE THIS. BUT LAST WEEK I SAW HIM OPENING AN EHARMONY ACCNT AND WHILE WE ARE TOGETHER HE KEEPS ON TEXTING, THAT BOTHERS ME, I DIDNT SAY ANYTHING, THEN THE NEXT DAY WHEN HE CALLED ME UP I DIDNT ANSWER THE PHONE BECAUSE I WAS SO PISSED, THEN WHEN I TEXTED HIM THE NEXT DAY BECAUSE HIS FRIENDS ASKED FAVOR FROM ME TO TEX HIM, I NEVER GOT A REPLY, AND UNTIL NOW, HE IS NOT COMMUNICATING WITH ME, IM FEELING LIKE THIS IS MY FAULT SINCE THIS IS THE THIRD TIME THAT IM IGNORING HIM AND HE IS ALWAYS THE FIRST ONE COMMUNICATING, BUT THIS LAST ONE IS DIFFERENT, HE TOTALLY IGNORED ME, I WANTED TO TEX HIM TO SAY HI....BUT A PART OF ME SAYS NO AND NEED TO STOP THIS...WHAT SHOULD I DO? PLS HELP ME...